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Joanna Pease
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My Bio
Current Residence: Texas
Favourite genre of music: anything
Favourite photographer: Jonathan aka shutterpix
Favourite style of art: everything
Operating System: Mac OSX
MP3 player of choice: iTunes
Favourite cartoon character: Garfield
Personal Quote: "We've had one, yes. But what about second breakfast?" Pippin, LOTR

Favourite Visual Artist
Vincent Van Gogh
Favourite Movies
Lord of the Rings, Gattaca, Hidalgo, Birdcage, Matrix
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
too many...Josh Groban, Norah Jones, Gavin Degraw, etc.
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen Poe
Favourite Gaming Platform
Super NES
Tools of the Trade
Nikon D100, G5 Mac, Adobe Photoshop CS
Other Interests
graphic/web design, photography, flash
This is me publicly announcing that I have the most wonderful husband ~shutterpix (https://www.deviantart.com/shutterpix) in the world.  He is amazing and has done so much for me and I love him so much.  I am very grateful to him for everything that I have learned in so short of a time.  So baby, I love you.  :kiss: :lick: :kiss:
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Torture

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Why do I feel the need to torture myself when I make others unhappy?  Especially Jonathan.  I'm a "cutter" I guess you would say...and since I'm not able to, and don't really want to, I find other ways of torturing myself when I am in pain or when I have caused others pain. I walk home several miles in cheap flip flops in Texas heat when I could have asked my mother to take me home...I don't know why I didn't other than this one word.  Penance. (SP?)  I'm not catholic...but I feel to a degree that I feel I need to pay for my "sins" or my wrongs by doing things to harm myself.  I smoke...I drink...I walk home...I deprive myself of sleep and wa
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As I expand my horizons here on DA and view other people's work I have to remind myself that its not my fault that I've never had any formal training in anything that I love.  That everything I have now, however small the ammount might be, was learned solely on my own.  I can't blame myself that I'm not as naturally talented as I wish I could be.  I have to work twice as hard at creating something thats half the quality of some 15 y/o here or some 10 y/o there. It's depressing, disheartening and unfair, but it pushes me to make myself better.  No matter how many thousands of times in a day I want to just give up, throw in the towel, quit...I
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Hey there lady! :D Just stoppin in to say hi! :hug:
thank you for taking your time to encourage my work. i really appreciate it more than you know. :heart: :devilish:
hey thanks for adding me your friends list :)
yw, love yur work!! Thanx for adding me. :D